sigh.. things went totally wrong yesterday... heartbroken was I... wasn't prepare for the blow... knowing that there are many things happening around us and between us... including right now... guess we need to have a break...and think through... whether to continue... haiz... feeling so hurt... urghz... like a stab in my heart or more... i'm in a state of a dilemma and confusion...but i do hope we can cherish this... haiz... why does things always turn out nasty...

1 mth of unblog.. sigh.. got back my O's results.. feeling excited and sad.. wasn't able to get to the course which i want.. due to the points.. quite lucky to be eligible for poly.. the range of courses are only engineering kind.. feeling kind of hurt and sad cos wasnt able to be there for my baby piggy.. and she wasnt able to be there for me.. sigh.. more of a miscommunication.. well.. may it not happen again! well.. lots of things had change since this 1 mth.. hopefully i'll be cheerful as the day goes by.. may it be everyday till the day i die.. :) i am feeling kinda retard.. lol.. well.. time to sign off.. ciaoz..